Ole's Vidnesbyrd.
April 1985. Hvor
har du din tryg hed og sikkerhed. Her i denne verden
eller i Guds rige?
Før jeg blev kristen havde jeg min tryg hed og sikkerhed
i at være uafhængig og dyrke matrealismen. Jeg var
uafhængig i forholdet til andre mennesker, jeg delte
aldrig mine glæder og sorger med andre. Og i større
forsamlinger sad jeg for mig selv og betragtede de
mennesker der var rundt om mig. Det jeg dyrkede i den
materielle verden, var det som reklamen siger man skal
have for at overleve. Lytte til masser af musik, Pop og
Rock købe masser af plader og bånd og helst et fint og
dyrt stereoanlæg (65000 DKR.) og penge, hvis jeg havde
mange penge med i byen eller på rejse , så var det min
sikkerhed jeg kunne klare enhver uforudset situation med
penge.
Men det gav ikke den tryg hed, sikkerhed og indre fred
som man skulle tro. Jeg vandrede igennem livet på denne
måde i 32 år, med utrolige indvendige smerter,
efterhånden mistede jeg total kontakten med omverden.
Jeg levede i frygt for mennesker, Gud og mange andre ting,
det bevirkede at jeg aldrig kunne være tryg nogen steder.
jeg blev deprimeret og søgte af og til læge, jeg var
usikker på mig selv med trang til selvmord eller skade
andre mennesker fordi jeg troede de havde det bedre end
jeg selv.
I april '85. lod jeg Guds kærlighed flyde igennem mit
sårede hjerte. Jeg fandt en af mine gode venner jeg
havde formået at holde fast ved på trods af min
uafhængighed til andre, vi talte sammen i mange timer.
Og jeg prøvede for første gang i mit liv at sætte ord
på det jeg gik og tænkte på. Fire dage senere kom Guds
kærlighed, kraft og indre fred ind i mit sårede hjerte.
Den frygt jeg gik rundt med, blev til frihed, depression
blev til glæde, usikkerheden blev til tryg hed. Og den
tryg hed er der ingenting i denne verden der kan rive fra
mig, og den ønsker jeg at beholde resten af mit liv. -ja
i al evighed.
DET KAN OGSÅ SKE FOR DIG LIGE NU Hvis du beder Jesus om
at komme ind i dit hjerte.
AMEN
Ungdom med Opgave DANMARK.
Jeg har arbejdet med "Ungdom med Opgave"
Danmark som frivillig medarbejder fra septembet '87 til
oktober '99
Ole's Testimony.
April 1985. Let me
ask you first. Where do you have your security, in this
world or in Gods kingdom?
Before I became a Christian my security was to bee
independent and I was into materialism. I was independent
towards other people. I never shared my inner feelings
with others. And in big meetings I was by myself just
watching ather peuple around mee. The things I loved to
bay vas compared to radio set, I listen to allot of music
bought allot of records and tapes it was expensive things
I bought The price of my radio set vas (65000DKr) And
money, if I had allot of money with me in town or on a
journey then it was my security I could handle every
unexpected situation with money I thought.
But it did not gave me security and peace inside as I
thought it would. I was living by this way for about 32
years and I had pain inside me and as the time went by I
lost the contact to the world around me. I lived in fear
for other people and other things. And I was newer safe.
I was depressed and I went to the doctor. I was insecure
about myself and I thought to commit suicide, or hurting
other people because I thought they ware doing better
than I myself.
In April '85. God's love came flouting through my hurting
heart. I talked to a friend of mine Inspite of my
independency I manage to keep in contact with wee talked
for several hours and for the first time I tried to put
words to what I was thinking and filed. 4 days later God's
power and love came to me and I felt a peace inside me.
The fear went to freedom, depression to joy, insecurity
vent to security, and there is nothing in this world
there can take it away from me. And I want to keep it for
the rest of my life. -Yes for eternity.
IT CAN ALSO HAPPEND TO YOU RIGTH NOW If you ask Jesus to
come into your heard
AMEN
Youth With A Mission: I have worked with "Youth With
A Mission" Denmark as a wolunteer worker from
september '87 to october '99